Days pass along...

I had a 3 day holiday two expected and one unexpected. Again, I planned to read, complete the back log and get upto date. But I find no motivation what so ever to carry on. I am not sure if its the weather or the worm in my brain, my brain just refuses to concentrate. Nothing of value interests or excites me now a days. Only words that can describe how I spent the last week are - "Wanton abandon".

I shouted at the vodafone call center guy unnecessarily, I balked at invitations to go out and have fun, I have a sudden interest in being a teetotaler and I am putting all my energies behind it. I know all these are the manifestations of my idle brain that's trying to distract me from concentrating on work on hand. Help my lord, I am being own victim.

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